The Slave Lady Chapter 44

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The afternoon breeze was hot and the sun did not have any clouds to soften it as it beat down on the gathered people.

It had been close to an hour since the sentry with the fast horse had come with word of the group from the Capitol City.  He said there were at least two hundred people in the group, servants included.  Del looked like he wanted to panic, but his mask went over his emotions and he set about opening all the rooms that Laun had insisted be readied.

The soldiers were in loose ranks along the roadway to the manor.  Until attention was called, they did not want to spend too much time with their black leathers in the sun, but they could not stray from their positions in case their commander called them to readiness.  The men next to the horses were dealing with the heat for themselves as well as the mounts and the horses were getting antsy.

The performers lounged.  They found shade and kept their energy for when they needed it.  Laun was amongst them, exchanging quips and barbs as well as the belled twine.  It was a way to pass time, but it also made the entertainers feel more comfortable around her.  She was not above sitting with them or learning from them, her rank in the nobles meaning little to the troupe.  Charel was trying to teach the Lady without being made fun of by the others.

Laun was in a loose, light colored linen tunic and skirt, the natural color to the fabric good for reflecting the heat of the sun.  She had a belt with a pouch and a few other things on, the first she had worn since she had gotten there.  She needed a place to put the few extra keys that Del had given her over the last few days, in case there was need as the people with Falmir were put into the manor.  It was the pouch that kept getting fingers almost into it with the bell on the twine, but Laun had put another bell just inside the flap, and that caught most of the sleight of hand entertainers. »Read More

Ordinary

Ordinary.

I see others being given labels.
Easy to understand the need to act out.
How they got there is easily how I could.
The reaching for ‘else’ is because I am common.
Joining with those who are ‘exotic’ because I am plain.
Learning from those who are ‘other’ because I am not.
Being the middle of the road without access to the fast lane.
Ever the ‘touchstone’ of society around me.
Invisible because it has always been this way.
There will always be ‘another time’.
I am used to being dismissed for being ‘background’.
Overlooked for those with the glitter of different.
The group benchmark of beige before the rainbow.
Always being the support, the expectations of foundation.
Having every other label be important before ‘Me’.
Knowing I have privilege, but not position.
It is the way to ‘blend’ when you are ‘bland’.
Ignored skills hard won because they are expected.
The simmering that bursts forth after ‘one more slight’.
I fight being ‘that woman’ just to make space for myself.
Knowing that, no matter what I try to accomplish, I will always be
Ordinary.

The Slave Lady Chapter 43

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The message from Falmir noted that a few people would be coming with him.  Laun forced herself into the role of making sure that as many of the guest quarters were open and aired and stocked as possible, much to Del’s annoyance.  She moved things around, made plans depending on who came with her father and generally made people understand that while she was there, she was in charge.

The troupe tried to move out of the Manor.  Laun would not hear of it.  With the extra hands to help, it made setting the manor for the visit easier, and Laun planned entertainments with them, but that was not all.  The acrobats were put to the roof above the privy in Laun’s room to find the roof leak when there was another short shower and the leak had destroyed more of the cleansing paper.  Del gave them access to a storage area that had repair supplies and it was done in less than a day after Laun had been asking Del and Senri to get it accomplished for over a week.

The soldiers took time each day to mend and polish their uniforms.  It was fun for Laun to walk by lines of the men with needle and thread or wax and cloth.  There was a man with a knife shaving many of the men who did not have their own shaving kits.  Not all of them got away without seeing their own blood.

Laun made a point of visiting the medic every day.  He was unresponsive the first two times she went to see him, just laying with his back to her in the tent.  She would not talk of anything much, just the plans for the upcoming visit, the weather, and the state of her foot.  The second day, as Laun was leaving, he rolled over and looked at her.  The third day, he was sitting up on his cot while she was there.  Still, not talking back or being active, but he smiled as Laun stood to leave. »Read More

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It had been several days of Laun recovering before Kell decided she could try to walk on her own.  The healer did not know that Laun had been doing her morning routine while the soldiers had been sent off to the kitchen for first meal.  She also did not know that the sleeping elixirs that had been in the milk were starting to not work.

Laun had a cane in hand as she walked to the receiving hall of the manor.  She was happy and was surrounded by many of the troupe.  They said they had an entertainment they wanted to show her and Laun was happy to be out of the rooms.

A small tightrope had been set up.  It was about head high off the ground strung between two sturdy looking poles.  A sitting place had been created by the troupe for Laun by putting hay bales together and draping cloth they had borrowed from the laundry over it.  Laun sat and found that it was more comfortable than it had looked to begin with.

Adelmar did a few tricks, including pulling several bunches of flowers from various places and handing them to Laun.  His last trick involved flower petals that were pulled from his hat and scattered into the air to float down around Laun.

Laun applauded as the troupe around her jeered and whistled at him.  Several of the acrobats started to tumble and twist and contort while the tin whistles played happy tunes.  One of the acrobats climbed one of the guide ropes to the tight rope.  He stood on the top of the pole for a moment, making it look like he was going to fall off. »Read More

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The storm had hit around midday.  All of the entertainers moved into the manor, soggy things being hauled with them to hopefully be dried and saved.  Many of the soldiers volunteered for kitchen or cleaning duties inside, the outside being mud filled and very uncomfortable within minutes of the first drops.

The stain on the ceiling in the privy showed how bad the leak was within an hour.  Laun roused, the blonde braid of her girl twined about her dark on top of the covers.  Laun could hear the dripping.  She was not sure what it was, and the soldier who was dozing against the wall had not heard it.

Laun turned slightly and could tell that it was a steady sound from somewhere in the bathing chamber.  She was not going to get out of the warm bed to see what it was.  Gem’s face was next to her shoulder and Laun watched her for a few moments.

A light touch on Gem’s face opened her eyes, a welcoming smile crinkling the corners.  “Mistress...” she said lazily. »Read More

The Slave Lady Chapter 40

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It must have been the middle of the night.  It had to be the middle of the night.  There was only moonlight coming through the bed chamber, the silvery light washing everything to light and shadow, no colors or depth.

Laun lay on her side for a few minutes, looking at the way the light changed how things looked.  Her eyes had opened and she knew she was awake, but the night made it surreal around her.

There was a slight sound of wind coming in from outside.  A sound that said to Laun that there were storms coming.  Storms and rain meant the soldiers would be unhappy to be outside.  The troupe would most likely want to all be inside, too.  There were going to be tensions and it was going to break badly if the rain lasted too long.

But that would be when others were awake.

Laun moved, pushing the covers back to get some fresh air.  She heard movement near the floor and there was a soldier standing at the bedside.

He had taken her by surprise.  She had been looking at exactly where he had been sitting, but the moonlight and shadow had masked him.  He was just standing there, waiting at a relaxed attention. »Read More

The Slave Lady Chapter 39

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“Well, that is a way to get you some bedrest, Lady.”

Laun’s foot was up on the table, bloody cloths scattered about as Kell looked at the wound.  The robe was draped over Laun, not actually around her as the healer checked to make sure the foot was ready to be sewn up.

Gem held one of Launs hands, Hazalam the other.  Laun closed her eyes and started to breathe deeply.  She knew what getting stitches was like, but on her foot was different.  She thought of the cold morning after getting out of the warm bed.  She had still been fuzzy in the head, but she could not go back to sleep.  She had looked around the rooms and found that there really wasn’t a good place to do her morning routine.  The bathing room was a little slick on it’s tile.  The bedroom still had a sleeping soldier in the bed.  The sitting room was full of furniture.

Laun had stepped outside the sitting room onto the walkway.  The early morning was beautiful in the walkway.  There was a strip of green outside of the arched glass and the morning smelled sweet through the broken window.  Laun started to stretch and limber up when she felt something on the bottom of her foot. »Read More

The Slave Lady Chapter 38

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There was moonlight coming in through the tall windows.  It was reflected and blocked a little by the walkway outside the room, but there was enough light that only a few candles were lit as Gem finished up braiding Laun’s hair.

Water had been heating while the evening meal had been held.  Laun was happy and relaxed and felt clean as she sat on one of the couches in the sitting room.  Her hair had not been tended to in several days and it took time for Gem to be able to work the brush and comb through before she could go from root to tip without a snag.  The thong that had held the hair up and back was used again to wind around and tie up the end of the braid.

Her man was sitting on the floor, working on Laun’s feet and legs.  She had on the robe from the Palace, one of the things that had really fit while she was there.  It was almost not big enough around and he was staring at the shadow he knew held her womanhood.  Laun enjoyed knowing that he was so focused on her.  She also knew that his jealousy was going to become a problem.

“Gem, do you know where my little bell is?”  She nodded and went to get it.  “Tie it on the end of the braid, please.” »Read More

Definitions in BDSM: Cute Quips and why they are wrong

Definitions in BDSM: Cute Quips and why they are wrong

There are some cute shirts and bumper stickers that some of my subs and clients have offered me over the years.  Tribute is always welcome, but sometimes I find it hard to accept things with sayings on them.  Yes, I am a Pro-Dom.  That does not mean I fit into any of the media stereotypes, and as such the t-shirts, even though cute, go unworn.  Let me explain.

The beatings will continue until morale improves.  This is a cute saying, and most of the time there is a pirate theme to it.  Yay pirates.  It is also goes against several of my personal rules.  If I am in a bad mood, I don’t play with people.  I do not take out my frustrations on someone, even if they are willing.  It is not fair to them, or myself, and can lead to not seeing limits before I trample over them.  If someone else is in a bad mood, I will hold off on giving a good flogging or such until I know why they are in a bad mood, and if getting beaten upon will really make them feel better.  Most of the time, it will not.

If I wanted your opinion, I would have beaten it out of you.  Um, no.  That is abuse, plain and simple.  I have relationships where it may look like I disregard the other person, but that is consensual with discussions where others cannot see them.  Abusing someone for my own pleasure is not right, even though it may look like that is what I am doing.  If I do not treat my sub with respect, they will not be my sub much longer.

Sticks and stones may break my bones, but whips and chains excite me.  O.k..  This one is cute.  I still don’t wear anything with that on it because, well, they don’t.  It is the person I am with and what we do that excites me, not the objects that are used.  Others are object-oriented and I understand this, but not everyone who is into the BdSm lifestyle is into whips and chains and the pain that they represent.  There is more to explore, and I like to start with the sensual and work my way up from there.

Ouch is not a Safeword.  Um, yes it is.  Cute, until you think about it.  Not everyone has a pain tolerance and while I am in session with someone, I will take ouch as a Safeword.  Yes, there is the Red/Yellow/Green standard, but not everyone uses it, and not everyone gets up to that point.  It is all in the negotiations.

Queen Bitch/Bitch Goddess.  Some days, it is appropriate.  It is also offensive to me.  Why would I wear a shirt that tells people I have an attitude that I might not feel right then?  I am very open with what I am and what I do, but I do not need to have a 10 year old turn to his Mother and ask what it means in public.  Yes, I do somethings to shock, but wearing swear words is not one of them.  This goes for inappropriate names for female genitalia, offensive sexist pidgin-holing titles and just downright rude sayings.  But that is me.

Mistress.  Well, this one is one that I do like, but to offer to give me something that says Mistress on it is presumptive.  I want to get to know someone before I let them call me Mistress.  Having a t-shirt that says it as a gift assumes a relationship that just might not be there.

These are only a few of the things I have been offered over the years.  Yes, they can be cute, but think about what they really mean, and who you would want to really wear them before spending the money.  For me, start at the toes and work up and we will see what of the sayings is appropriate.

Have fun and I’ll see you at the Mall.

Miss R from the Leathermines.

Scene etiquette : Meeting people outside the lifestyle

Scene etiquette : Meeting people outside the lifestyle

"Hey!  Have I seen you somewhere before?"

This seems like an innocuous question, but when one person sees the other and can't remember where they have met, and the other person does because you have met at a play party, or more embarrassingly, played together, it can bring more than a bit of a flush of awkwardness to the situation.

There are many times when I am approached in restaurants, in the gym and even in department stores when people think they recognize me.  There are many times it is innocent, but more often than not, we have met in a kinky setting.  That is when things can get ... Interesting.

If you see someone that you think you know, and it turns out you met in a kinky setting, try to be discrete.  They may have people with them who do not know about the things they do in their play time.  If someone asks where you met, a good answer is, "A social club." You may need to back away to leave them to their conversation or activities, and a quick, "I'll see you" or other noncommittal phrase is good.

If the person you spotted is alone, please still be polite and not start in on the amazing rope scene you saw them do, or the scene you would like to do with them.  Ask if they are available right then to talk, if they are willing to talk about alternative things.  Take no for an answer.

If the setting is not conducive for talking, be willing to give them your contact information.  Quickly.  A card with a number or an email address is appropriate.  Making them wait and write down how to get ahold of you is not.  Asking them for their contact info is bordering on rude. If you have an alternative lifestyle email that you can use, that would be best, using profiles on sites such as O.K. Cupid or Fetlife, perfect. That keeps the kinky and the mundane from mixing too much.

Regardless if the person you are talking to is someone you have played with, or wish to play with, ask before calling them their 'in scene' name or title.  Being called Mistress in the middle of a fast food restaurant can bring interesting looks, and be very inappropriate. Some people like it.  I do not appreciate it without some warning.  If you do not remember their every day name, say so.  Asking, “What can I call you?” is always a good approach.

A good guideline is to approach someone you might have met in the BDSM lifestyle as if they had their Mother with them.  This should cushion things socially until you both know each other a little better.

Have fun talking with people and you might just see me, before I see you.

Miss R from the Leathermines

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